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Everything's Great

by A Blackbird en Route

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Take Me Back 05:03
Lyrics and vocals by Matt Aldawood: I'm not scared of death death is scared of me or so I've convinced myself I feel light and free a cool breeze and a sunset but when it sets will you feel set or will you pile onto your regret? so don't be kid don't make a sound don't make me turn this fucking car around or split an atom and destroy a town you might not like what's inside my head so skip this track, listen to Forest's instead I sleep on the floor because there's no room for me in your bed anymore well what is new I think I'm out growing you but there's no room inside my head so I'll go outside I prefer to be the one who makes the call I'll decide to end it all as my lungs dissipate all their worth I'll think back to my humble birth did I contribute more than I took? I wish I could burn to death you won't miss me when I'm gone yeah, this is goodbye
2.
Lyrics and vocals by Forest Waldorf: slow down everything's not what it seems enveloped by the current of another broken eulogy you won't talk our flow is fucked I never truly thought I'd come down but this all is slowly killing me now it's all gone it's all done tell myself I won't give up but I can't help myself another darkened day has brought me down and to my knees wake up and my head is killing me another foggy night of smoke and pouring far too many drinks I stumble forth into the hall and every single time I do this I realize I don't want it at all it's not what I want what I want for us let me speak my thoughts please killing me make me weak I tell myself that I'm okay gotta learn to quench anxieties to love myself and just believe that it's okay and I don't need these things
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Lyrics and vocals by Raul Ibarra and Weston Wrzesinski: my crowded mind is always getting in the way of keeping me balanced and on track there's just no more space in my head for another voice telling me the difference between right and wrong are you fearful of what you can't make out in the mirror? or are you cheerful that you can't see it clearer? well, I'm hopeful that there will be the day that you love and love yourself but you don't I'd be lying if I told you that I didn't want to tell you in the first place but its been so long now I've done all I can to keep those memories away I'd be lying if I told you if I told you that I never meant to hurt you with assumptions of the way you live your life pretending time doesn't affect you you can wait as long as you need to to stop wasting my time but its been so long now I've done all I can to keep those memories away maybe time will heal
4.
Lyrics and vocals by Gabriel Adair: where's your plan now? I thought you had it all planned out? I'm alone on this floating rock I call my home I don't need you to feel whole I can get there on my own this story is blank on all the pages in my head felt more like a supporting role in there my hands were idle at the keys but no one ever told me I found a book that no one can read I'll let it teach me everything good from bad black from white everything grey falls down the chasm in my mind all I am is all I am
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Lyrics and vocals by Weston Wrzesinski and Raul Ibarra: I've been taking up my time planning a short change of scenery I'll be saving every dime to get me through the door I'll spend at least ten more minutes every day to try and better myself like read a book for once or go outside and get some exercise maybe I'll feel better clearer mind the pieces fall together another morning I collapse inside myself with stomach churning and today's plans left on the shelf wasted learning from the spirits I have felt the question burns in me am I a waste of breath? my hair will fall out my skin will sag my eyes will sink back into my head I will be lucky if I can't remember any regret of my past I won't have to remember all the things I was ever afraid of or if I ever jotted something down I wasn't ashamed of or if I ever wrote a song that I was truly proud of or if I took this gift of life and really only fucked up

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Recorded by Matt Aldawood of Aldawood Recordings.

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released October 5, 2017

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A Blackbird en Route Mesa, Arizona

A Blackbird en Route is an experimental rock project started in Seattle, Washington by Weston Wrzesinski and Mike Igano.

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